Boredom is a virtue…

Hello…

I went to school this morning at 7:45 am. It seems that I am now back to my old routines. I will miss this holiday that has passed, but the new school year lies ahhead for me to embrace, and accept….unfortunatly…
One cannot always control what happenens to you, r the ones you love, which I realised today when I had to walk from my school to my house. Not that far, but I have never done it before. My parent’s friend had to apply for the new id documents, because the one she got, did not have a barcode on. Stupid government. The reason is that they had to stand in the quee from 11:00 am and the only finished at 15:00. I was not prepared to wait so long for them t pick me up, since school comes out at 14:00.
Tomorrow I have to go to a birthday party at one of my friends’ house. He is turning 15, and is having a pool party. yay. : I am not really in the mood, but I dont want to hurt anyone’s feelings, so I’ll go. The only thing that bothers me about him, is the fact that he swears a lot I wish he didn’t…because I dont like it, and I think it bothers Mia aswell.
Mia ia my best friend in the whole wide world. She has helped me through some tough times, and has celebrated with me in my happiest hour. She does a lot for me. Sometimes I feel as though she is bending backwords just to help me. I don’t like it when people do that. It bugs me. But I can’t do anything bout it. i don’t want to tell her, in case she actually isn’t.
You have probably noticed I am not like most other people…(no, I’m not gay) I am a person set more on my friends, family, money, computers, and movies, then on the girl next door. maybe there is something wrongwith me…. don’t know. I keep on hearing that on this age you are supposed to be into girls and stuff. Well, maybe I am psychologically disturbed or something. The thing is, I am just not so…concentrated on it. How can I put it? I acknoidge a girl for being a girl, but never really consider her as a gf, or undress her with my eyes : . I dont know…maybe I will figure myself out in the months to come…i do hope so.

Talk to you later…

Message of the day: “We must be grateful for the time we have been given.” - M. Night Shyamalan

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